Life is a Risk

And all too soon i’m lanced back into twilight
Unable to discern which way to turn
I’m giving up this fight, just floating with this endless night
expressionlessly watching innocent dreams burn

i beckon the witch who dwells in these darkest of woods
as bridges turn to ash, she is now my eternal company

“Coffee, Cigarettes, and Diet Soda make a Skinny boy.”

I want to live

but unrelenting is each day

What more can i give?

to keep my demons at bay

Self-worth? Emotions? Memories?

.

What good is life then

minus such things

Is everything in vain?

attempting to spread life’s wings

You know what, FUCK IT, lets try again.

Late at night

Don’t leave me alone

Late at night

My mind begins to roam

In and out

The memories begin

In and out

Each pain relived

For hours on end

I question and fiddle

For hours on end

Just me and my riddle

.

Here comes the sun

Time for my smile

Being scared of the unknown breeds trivial doubts

so let’s sink into one another and forget this world.

Thinking causes too much confusion and i need a way out

so let’s move with innocent impulses and just be.

Never severing our intertwining threads on any account

until we’ve given this our all and taken what’s ours from this life.

For this one life i have will one day know no fear.

So here i stand ready to mature with only one question.

Are you the one that will also be here?